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for "santa" <3
to graduate and have a job that i like more chocolates save enough $ for.. eat lesser,having healthier lifestyle.. xxxx
♥ mel0dy~
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♥ Tuesday, December 13, 2011 @ 9:59 PM
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|| work. Kfc again xp. bandito is irresistable :> macchix for dinner. ||
-when will my diet officially start?
i can feel myself expanding!!! :((
such a bitch to complain and don't do anything about it. xp
♥ Monday, December 12, 2011 @ 10:42 PM
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|| work.kfc&g0ngcha from westmall ^^ there goes my diet xp
|| accompanied by F while waiting for Xj @ sunplaza.
appreciate it lots :).
kfc again but i love it.chill out :).
||1 for 1 Macdonalds fillet 'O'fish last day-bought it-fed it to Mommy&Bro. :)
♥ Sunday, December 11, 2011 @ 11:47 PM
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|| lailai@jp -for Bro's bday. || -hope he had an enjoyable birthday :).
♥ Thursday, October 13, 2011 @ 8:05 PM
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im in my next phrase of life whereby i have embarked on my 1st full time job :).
it requires me to type things from my mind fast and so im back here to get some hands on :D.
an brief update,
after the most - dreaded PRCP (yay i passed it ! thank GOD !! ) , graduated from nyp officially !
then i did not venture into nursing for now. most likely to do so in the future cause i do not want to put my health into jeopardy right now when im still 20 ! oh well. ive hit the 20s.
really thankful to God for letting me find this current job im in now. though it was a 1 year contract and renewable one at that, it was quite well paid, or so i thought. that is, as compared to ahem*missy job@hosp. job scope wise, for now i would so much prefer this cause : I GET TO SIT AT WORK !
haha that was really important to me, coz ive been having pain in my legs due to standing and walking around for long hours during prcp. can you imagine if i continued to work as a nurse for the next few years?? most likely i may have to admit myself in instead.
that aside, NURSING is DEFINITELY more REWARDING.
not mentioning about monetary rewards but about the experience, the joy of nursing patients, being able to help them, talking to NICE DOCTORS (yes there are nasty ones! xp OPS.i didn't mention which org or name!)
okay now back to current job.
-decent pay i must say, as mentioned before :) i really need it to be financially stable myself and to support mommie and bro :)!
-awesome colleagues!! :DD
- workplace is airconditioned. (okay pros n cons. awesome during super hot weathers. but nose hates it. too bad. )
-toilet is clean and enough cubicles ( thanks to the cute elderly ah ma who diligently cleans the toilet every day even though she will nag at pple sometimes not to dirty it :P)
-there is water cooler with BOTH HOT AND COLD WATER (Y)! water is very impt to me. once i dehydrate, many problems will come..
-there are vending machines with drinks and snacks. (okay i must say they are quite money-eating..)
-get to have own work-station ( personal space is impt! )
-people there seems nice ! (for now. when i turn live, i dk alr. but,society like that one. gotta suck it up and face it. )
-OT bundle is attractive! incentives too!
-MORE TO COME, I HOPE!
hahahax , of course will have cons too, but well life is full of ups and down! gotta live with it and be thankful with whatever we have ! :)
♥ Wednesday, June 1, 2011 @ 8:09 PM
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prcp is coming next week . i haven't touched the books at all . just tried to read up a note about respiratory stuffs, and i felt headache and dehydrated and feel like yawning and sleeping . is it cos of stress ?? or izit cos i bend my head down to read and thus limits blood flow to my brain ? hmm ..
and now i'm having more and more butterflies in my stomach with each passing day nearer to prcp . ughs !
really wanted to give up and quit nursing (cos i don't like hospital settings and shift work! ) but ...
thank God i came across this quote in princess diaries .
"courage is not the absence of fear, but the judgement that something else is more important than fear . "
and that 'something else' for me is the responsibility to support my family financially and also not to let them down .
i hope i will always remember this and go through the 3 months of pre-registration consolidation practice FAST AND EASILY .
♥ @ 8:06 PM
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too much chocolate makes me say "i will never eat chocolate again" ; but after a few days when chocolate appears in front of me, i forgot about what i said !
AND THIS IS BAD.
♥ Thursday, May 12, 2011 @ 1:20 AM
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i've a scheduled eye exam later ..
hope everything's gonna be alright :)
♥ Monday, May 9, 2011 @ 8:35 PM
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bro and me celebrated mother's day with mom @ seoul garden causeway : )
waah was so full !!
after which , bro went home earlier to study , mom and me went to sing karaoke !! hahaha
1st time ~ :P
hope she enjoyed , and i love her so much !! <3 :DDD
& chilled at the water sky park with our feet dipped in water ~
talked , drank , and my eye swelled !!
must be becos of maegju !! :[
haha but thank God it didn't swell too much :P
i'm so not going to drink it again :P
not unless i have to ..
felt really tired and giddy from it ,
and Cherl was tired from it too and
so we decided to head for home at around 10 plus .
though early but we were so tired .. zZz ..
on the mrt home , praise God we had seats to sit ~ :D
and so we talked our way back .
Hope she enjoyed her bday ~ : )
kindofdark..
nutty banana : ) caramel banana : )
Cherl with her cake : ) she looks so much prettier in person .. : )
♥ Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @ 9:01 PM
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I came across this and think it is what people nowadays really need to know and do ..
Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. -1 John 3:18
♥ Monday, May 2, 2011 @ 1:11 AM
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Today my strawberry seas0n started and the pain was terrigeble for me ! :((
but,after meeting Rachael to watch "rio" at jp,
i forgot about the pain ~ laughed alot during the movie :) i like comedies !! had a great chat after that :)
♥ Monday, April 25, 2011 @ 8:54 PM
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Nowadays i have time to blog cosh .. don't have mountains of hw ! =D
i managed to scrub a case today ! :)
removal of k wires and excision of lump .
k wire : metal like things like below
as for lumps, its sth like this :
everyday in ot , you have to see things like :
but hab to be used to it .
(though i cant really look at it for long now cos my stomach is bloated and i feel like vomitting . )
the ssn helped me out alot. at first when i went into the theatre, she carelessly said to her colleague "shit, got student today".
how demeaning that is!
and as all my friends know, i have a "blur" look like forever lahs .
didn't know it will affect even my grades somehow .. -.- ...
why?
true example of what happened today :
ssn - colleague : that one (referring to me) looks like blur blur one .
colleague : eh you very bad leh ! (indirectly agree too)
me : (pretend not to hear but was dealt with a blow to my self-esteem .. )
Geraldine , you look like this in :
2007-
2011 -
my rare and noob selcas .
its stupid to let such things affect my confidence . have experienced lotsa cases like this already should become immuned to it mar.. i understand .. but, it still does hurt.
its like pple saying im dumb or stupid.
my definition of blur=dumb/stupid .
:'(
hais, on the other hand, i am glad its not my real identity :)
i know who i am in the Lord. :D
also,pple can say whatever they want, and their words can never beat God's.
Back to the posting ,
there and then i was like -oh man, today is gonna be a long and sian day here ..
and it turned out only half true .
honestly, it was tiring to stand there and just observe .
but, i got to help out and scrub and the ssn explained alot of things to me.
though most of which i already know but i kept quiet and just nodded my head cosh i don wan her to think im smart aleck and downgrade my grade! hah
anw i was glad she cared enough to actually explain to me :)
okay and another :( issue that happened today ,
is that i over ate !! :[ i think .
cosh i feel so full and bloated even now !!
is it cause my metabolic rate is slowing down ?? hmm .
either cause , i have to eat in smaller amounts !
kay . i need keep a food intake chart .
crazy ..
now now .. should i go ahead and get a blackberry ? .. or iphone ? ...
or save $ . its like my piggy bank is looking at me to save it !
and my decision is still ......... pending .
♥ Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 9:56 PM
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I AM SO GONNA BE ON A DIET .
a selective one , as usual . but now im more determined !!
cosh .. im so bloated now .. :{
had -
domino's pizza for lunch with chocolate lava ,
roti prata at al-ameen's for lunch too ,
then oreo frappe at lot's mc cafe . . . sheez .
and then claypot rice at clementi's new mall for dinnerr less than an hr l8r !
teh ji ah teh ji , Rachael is right lol ! :P
haa im such a hardcore social eater .. need to change this if not i'll end up looking like a pig too .. :[
and an unhealthy pig at that . sad lor like that .
hais . unhappy things aside , i had an enjoyable day today :]
had a great chat with Rachael , who is suddenly obsessed with a white cat around her neighbourhood .
probably looks sth like this in order for her to be so obsessed with it ? hehehe
and and ! i got to eat tgthr with Mommy at clementi . :D
i <3 her so much !! but .. we had a small cold war time after an argument on western and traditional medicine , again .
its a sensitive topic for me as im neutral and she's more on tcm occasionally ,
but stupid me for losing my cool :(
gotta practice to have more tolerance and patience .
the Fruit of the Holy Spirit is
gotta co work with Holy Spirit !
ah and i met some of my beloved ex-cell group members at timah bus stop . :)
happy to see them and glad to see that they're doing fine :)
sometimes i wished i could stay thr , but i know i can't then . i had to move on .. T.T
i have 4 mre days of attachment to go ~
as im the only one doi makeup for operating theatre posting ,
tmr i may be eating alone for 2 days ..
but im fine , cos i have Christ in me i am not alone actually ! :DD <3 ~
and He's so real .
not hallucinative kind of "real" ,
but the reality that transcends even all the 3 realms referring
spiritual , physical , psycholological ,
something that we as humans will never understand till we get to see Him face to face ,
and even then we may still not fully understand cos He's so much more than what we can comprehend ..
i hope i get a better mark for my both postings . and then , more than a month's worth of VACATION ~~~~~~~ :D
i hope my future boss is not like that ! so pathetic . haas !
♥ Thursday, April 21, 2011 @ 11:05 PM
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Today marks the end of gerontology posting ; and im elated about it :]
ward 7B ish a very nice ward with really nice staff though ! :D
happee !! :DD
i badly need a break :P
and i got it yay ! :DD
♥ Sunday, December 26, 2010 @ 12:41 PM
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MERRY CHRISTMAS !
yay its christmas today! :)
whoa ytd nite i dreamt of my neighbourhood being chased down by the notorious gang..it was horrible..
they tried to kill everyone..im thankful that i have a dad who can fight..
but i woke up when he was surrounded..many mixed thoughts..
i asked God why did i have such a dream..is it cos dad is in trouble?
den i had this urge to pray for the salvation of the souls of the gang..i guess thats it :)
went tO meet Mommy at jp , dined in lai lai . hahas .
ate curry rice . its more spicy than i thought , and i didn't manage to finish it . Mom ate the beef noodle , and she cant finish it too ! haha
im glad to be able to spend christmas with her.. :D
bro spent his christmas in christmas bash . but , mom and me bought him chocolates. ^-^
wahh i like . but must restrain myself from such sweet stuffs .. :l
anw, its a well spent christmas ! :D
i am very happy to be able to spend more time with my mommy now! <3>
to graduate and have a job that i like
