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♥ Monday, April 25, 2011 @ 8:54 PM
Title: Nowadays i have time to blog cosh .. don't have mountains of hw ! =D i managed to scrub a case today ! :) removal of k wires and excision of lump . k wire : metal like things like below  as for lumps, its sth like this : everyday in ot , you have to see things like : but hab to be used to it . (though i cant really look at it for long now cos my stomach is bloated and i feel like vomitting . ) the ssn helped me out alot. at first when i went into the theatre, she carelessly said to her colleague "shit, got student today". how demeaning that is! and as all my friends know, i have a "blur" look like forever lahs . didn't know it will affect even my grades somehow .. -.- ... why? true example of what happened today : ssn - colleague : that one (referring to me) looks like blur blur one . colleague : eh you very bad leh ! (indirectly agree too) me : (pretend not to hear but was dealt with a blow to my self-esteem .. ) Geraldine , you look like this in : 2007-  2011 -    my rare and noob selcas . its stupid to let such things affect my confidence . have experienced lotsa cases like this already should become immuned to it mar.. i understand .. but, it still does hurt. its like pple saying im dumb or stupid. my definition of blur=dumb/stupid . :'( hais, on the other hand, i am glad its not my real identity :) i know who i am in the Lord. :D also,pple can say whatever they want, and their words can never beat God's. Back to the posting , there and then i was like -oh man, today is gonna be a long and sian day here .. and it turned out only half true . honestly, it was tiring to stand there and just observe . but, i got to help out and scrub and the ssn explained alot of things to me. though most of which i already know but i kept quiet and just nodded my head cosh i don wan her to think im smart aleck and downgrade my grade! hah anw i was glad she cared enough to actually explain to me :) okay and another :( issue that happened today , is that i over ate !! :[ i think . cosh i feel so full and bloated even now !! is it cause my metabolic rate is slowing down ?? hmm . either cause , i have to eat in smaller amounts ! kay . i need keep a food intake chart . crazy .. now now .. should i go ahead and get a blackberry ? .. or iphone ? ... or save $ . its like my piggy bank is looking at me to save it ! and my decision is still ......... pending .  ♥ Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 9:56 PM
Title: I AM SO GONNA BE ON A DIET . a selective one , as usual . but now im more determined !! cosh .. im so bloated now .. :{ had - domino's pizza for lunch with chocolate lava , roti prata at al-ameen's for lunch too , then oreo frappe at lot's mc cafe . . . sheez . and then claypot rice at clementi's new mall for dinnerr less than an hr l8r ! teh ji ah teh ji , Rachael is right lol ! :P haa im such a hardcore social eater .. need to change this if not i'll end up looking like a pig too .. :[ and an unhealthy pig at that . sad lor like that . hais . unhappy things aside , i had an enjoyable day today :] had a great chat with Rachael , who is suddenly obsessed with a white cat around her neighbourhood . probably looks sth like this in order for her to be so obsessed with it ? hehehe and and ! i got to eat tgthr with Mommy at clementi . :D i <3 her so much !! but .. we had a small cold war time after an argument on western and traditional medicine , again . its a sensitive topic for me as im neutral and she's more on tcm occasionally , but stupid me for losing my cool :( gotta practice to have more tolerance and patience . the Fruit of the Holy Spirit is gotta co work with Holy Spirit ! ah and i met some of my beloved ex-cell group members at timah bus stop . :) happy to see them and glad to see that they're doing fine :) sometimes i wished i could stay thr , but i know i can't then . i had to move on .. T.T i have 4 mre days of attachment to go ~ as im the only one doi makeup for operating theatre posting , tmr i may be eating alone for 2 days .. but im fine , cos i have Christ in me i am not alone actually ! :DD <3 ~ and He's so real . not hallucinative kind of "real" , but the reality that transcends even all the 3 realms referring spiritual , physical , psycholological , something that we as humans will never understand till we get to see Him face to face , and even then we may still not fully understand cos He's so much more than what we can comprehend .. i hope i get a better mark for my both postings . and then , more than a month's worth of VACATION ~~~~~~~ :D i hope my future boss is not like that ! so pathetic . haas ! ♥ Thursday, April 21, 2011 @ 11:05 PM
Title: Today marks the end of gerontology posting ; and im elated about it :] ward 7B ish a very nice ward with really nice staff though ! :D happee !! :DD i badly need a break :P and i got it yay ! :DD |