my rare and noob selcas .

its stupid to let such things affect my confidence . have experienced lotsa cases like this already should become immuned to it mar.. i understand .. but, it still does hurt.

its like pple saying im dumb or stupid.

my definition of blur=dumb/stupid .

:'(

hais, on the other hand, i am glad its not my real identity :)

i know who i am in the Lord. :D

also,pple can say whatever they want, and their words can never beat God's.

Back to the posting ,

there and then i was like -oh man, today is gonna be a long and sian day here ..

and it turned out only half true .

honestly, it was tiring to stand there and just observe .

but, i got to help out and scrub and the ssn explained alot of things to me.

though most of which i already know but i kept quiet and just nodded my head cosh i don wan her to think im smart aleck and downgrade my grade! hah

anw i was glad she cared enough to actually explain to me :)

okay and another :( issue that happened today ,

is that i over ate !! :[ i think .

cosh i feel so full and bloated even now !!

is it cause my metabolic rate is slowing down ?? hmm .

either cause , i have to eat in smaller amounts !

kay . i need keep a food intake chart .

crazy ..

now now .. should i go ahead and get a blackberry ? .. or iphone ? ...

or save $ . its like my piggy bank is looking at me to save it !

and my decision is still ......... pending .